Son, you’re taking all of this shit way too seriously. There’s no pressure, unless you put it on yourself.
There’s no turmoil; it’s all jokes. In case you haven’t noticed, everybody makes fun of everybody around here. I said Pat looks like Chang yesterday. That’s not nice… but we’re going to NC together today. It’s all good. Nigs take shots at Cockman all day long. It’s still cool. Eric K hit me with some shit that devastated my soul a couple days ago, then we got up for some CvS. Devil Jin threw a little jab at me yesterday, and lord knows people say shit about him all the time, it’s still plenty likely that I can be found at any one of the many Popeye’s locations in the continental US at any moment with that fool.
You’re taking this shit to the heart. Calm down.
EDIT- My own custom user text is making fun of myself! Did you see how stupidly I got knocked out of CvS last weekend?