as spring approaches, and everyone is out here saving up money to party somewhere, and working out extra hard to make sure all eyes are on them, i was just thinking about why losers even exist. just in general. so here goes my blab.
you know, i was up early today here in the v town. why, simply because i went to sleep early because i wanted to get up early. not really for any specific purpose, but just because i always get up early regardless, and i wanted to be refreshed and up. okay, jimmy, great, you got up early enough to watch porn, eat some cereal, and check your email, whats your point. right o
so as a lot of us older members here have noticed, and i dont mean older as in older members, i mean as in age, the world is just filled with fucking losers. i mean, im not perfect, and i have my loser moments at times, but its not the norm for me, and when i look around and see losers, i wonder why.
one of the very first things, and probably the biggest reason of all, is they just dont try. i dont understand that. everyone was a square at some point, and had to follow the lead until they got their own swagger eventually, but what i dont see is people doing that. i didnt get good at talking to women because i was the best poster on ebaumsworld, or because i was the best at sitting in my room all day playing rpg’s. its because i went out there, saw others getting busy, and wanted to get busy too, and just kept at it until it was nothin.
people just sitting around living their lives vicariously through others, laughing at the expense of others tragedies or hacked accounts, complaining complaining complaining, and just overall doing nothing, and being nobody, is trash. like, there is nothing wrong with gerald butler being someone you idolize, but wouldnt you want to be more like him, then just be on the net arguing with other nerds about how awesome he is in comparison to some other idol the other nerds are raging about. i mean, thats my mentality. when i see brad pitt in fight club mad lean, and taking charge, im like, i like that, and rather then just like it and do nothing to adapt that to myself, i will try to adapt that to myself. i will work out, i will reevaluate my swag in general.
as a man with an excellent rhythm, i get asked what crew im with, or how long i been doing it, and shit all the time, but the one we hear the most is, brothas just got that natural rhythm. um, i didnt wake up one morning, look at a michael jackson video, and just started doing what he did like im some xman with copy cat abilities. i listened to hours of music. you know what biggie said, “let my tape rock tell my tape popped”. yes, thats what i did. so when you were on the bus staring out the window, i was doing it with headphones on. when you were acting a fool on the bus from school on the way back picking on the handicap kid, i had my headphones on. when you walked to the store to get candy while listening to the birds chirp, i had my headphones on. when you would get drunk just to troll the net and jerk off to weird shit, i was at home buzzin, and had my headphones on. ha ha
point being, i put in work, and when i was learning my little back slides and waves, i was rewinding the vhs tape and playing it for hours, even until those popped.then i took my little mcdonalds salary and bought more blank tapes. i practiced like an entire day almost until i got it back then. this aint some supernatural phenomenon that i feel that beat way better then you, and i can rock to it better then you. its because i trained myself to just be better then you, while you sidelined like a loser, but for what. its a shame to see people like or love something so much, but they just sideline. what you sidelining for? get in the mix. im not trying to diss, because i would prefer you in the huddle then out the huddle.
like whats said around here a lot. too many fans, and not enough gamers. same thing can be applied to so much else. if you normally wake up at 11am, but in order to reach a goal of losing weight you need to be up and at em at 9am, then fucking do it. how hard is that. when i wanted to get better at licking pussy, i got better at it. i didnt just say fuck it, ill keep poking her vagina with my tongue. my perverted ass went into barnes and nobles, picked up a sex book, learned some things, communicated with the shorty i was getting busy with, and boom, good at licking pussy now.
people be seeing these brick walls, and they just stop. we’re all a little different, and my personality is said truest in my birth chart. im a very optimistic person, prideful, and a little egotistical, but those arent bad things to have when you harness their energy properly. if my money wasnt right, and i was sitting around mopping, i eventually got up, believed in myself, and went to work. i get motivated by other peoples accomplishments. when i see the nigga rain all in shape in ninja assassin, im like, whoa, this nigga aint gonna be tighter then me, and im already in decent shape, so let me hit this gym up again, and thats what i did. when i see someone ballin, and im looking mad norm, i dont get down, and be like, how the fuck ever could i get that money. he got it, so i can do something to get something, and i get creative, make a plan, and initiate. if i fail, i evaluate the shit again, and come back harder.
i mean, what the fuck do you get from being a loser, and a failure. you dont get no bitches, you dont get no praise from people, no attention, people dont want to be around you, no money, no nothing. your just a fucking nobody, and who wants to be that. we might not all have the face of a celebrity, but hey, id rather not be as attractive in the face, but be diesel, paid, confident, and social train of awesomness then be, not as attractive, fat, self conscious, and a social train wreck.
its fucking 2k10, the world is changing around us rapidly, and has been for the past decade at least. there is no reason you should be fat and out of shape. there is no reason you should not be pulling girls. there is no reason you should be a social fucking retard. there is no reason your pockets shouldnt always be at least okay, even if that means you have to just move the fuck away to get what you need. there is no reason you should be ignorant and stupid. there is just no fucking reason. we all got different paths, and some of ours, yes, will be harder then others, but go hard or go home.
i just dont get it. i have my moments no doubt. ive complained. ive sat around when i could have been doing so much more, but overall, thats not my skeelo. thats why im still in shape, i still look good, im still a social beast, im still at least intermediate in most of the games i play, and i still get it poppin in general when i need to.
just sayin, with the boom of high speed internet being the norm, people just hated more, and did less. its funny. fucking losers yo. i think its time to stop arguing on the net about how god of war is awesome, and kratos is such a bad ass, and become a bad ass yourself. stop jerking off to hentai and get you some real girls. stop downloading porno and stupid ass cartoons, and download a book on philosophy, dating, sex, money, ect…, and do something else. stop buying shit to make your computer uber fast, and get you some new shoes and pants. stop eating until you explode in your drawers, and just have 1 hamburger. stop wishing you can dance, hit youtube, buy a mirror,and get to work.
if i can say one decent thing about those weird ass guidos, is even though their fist pumping like champs, and they may only have 30 dollars to their name, they do their best to still keep their shit on point in general, which is more then i can say for a lot of their haters.
i aint saying everyone gotta be ballin outrageous with super brad pitt looks, but even if all you got is a one bedroom apt and a futton, and you work at kmart, doesnt mean you have to look like you do, act like you do, and have the confidence of someone who thinks little of themselves. thats one thing i always liked about when you be up in the hood and shit, you go up in ya boys house, the parents have what little they have still fresh, and they make you take them damn shoes off to not dirty up their carpet because they aint got the money to clean it. ya know. they made sure their kids at least stayed clean and fresh, even if niggaz didnt have the flyest gear. my environment in general was just excellent. even the things i hated still taught me a lot. while everyone else was hype on them internetz, i was out and about, but i like my pay off more. i would have hate to have gained 50 pounds, and just be good at trolling the net, while sucking at all the stuff i still admire. ha ha
more to say, but ive said enough for now. a lot of people here are at least 18 and up. 15-16 is too old to be fucking everything dumb nowadays.