Im friends with this girl, who is in a pretty emo time in her life.
Shes depressed, and she lashes out.
We got in a little arguement and she blew up at me, blowing things way out of proportion.
I give her space to calm down, and she comes to me to apologize about 10min later.
I accept her apology but also I tell her that when she lashes out, it hurts me, even if I know its because shes in a bad place in her life, and its not something that ive done.
She gets emotional again and storms off.
She comes back a few min later with a knife.
She tells me she is sorry for everything, and for hurting me.
To prove to me that she is serious, and that if she could make me feel better by hurting herself, she is going to cut herself for me.
She goes to slash her arm, but I grab her and stop her.
I tell her No, I tell her not to, and that it wont make me feel better.
But then I thank her.
Because she has made me feel better.
She made me feel like I was worth something.
That I was worth pain, anguish, tears.
I was worth spilling blood for.
It actually made me feel like a million bucks, I dont know why exactly, but I was the happiest ive been in a long time.
Now I know that what she was trying to do, was desperate, crazy, and stupid.
But it was also the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me.