Was it good? Was it bad?
This was probably the worst year of my life. There was a lot of falling down and struggling, but I learned a lot of lessons in regards to friendship, love, loss…this year was marked by a lot of losing, both in terms in friends and financial/material gain. I have lost contact with pretty much everybody I’ve ever known from the last two years, leaving only the two friends I’ve ever really had.
The worst part had to have been the personal relationships that were strangled and left to rot by both youth and my own inability to understand others. Certain events, which I will not disclose, influenced my psyche. I watched relationships crumble, entire histories betrayed in one fateful morning - loneliness enveloped us. The one bright spot was my ex-girlfriend, but we aren’t on speaking terms. It was tough leaving town for half a year of military training without telling her goodbye, but like I said, this wasn’t my year.
How were you?