(Hmm. So this is who you are on SRK – you already know my thoughts on this matter. Focus on what we discussed first…)
I know you seek an intense one-on-one session where a player could “spoon feed” you the info, but honestly NO player can really offer up that sort of time until you can at least meet them halfway by having some established fundamentals first. Footsies and Defense 101 are the areas you have to excel a lot more convincingly at your current stage. This could take a matter of months or weeks, depending on how intense your research and training is.
If you really want to accelerate those sessions, start using the regional threads, locate players local to your area and set up sessions (offline). This can aid your development cycle a great deal.
p.s. stop worrying about wins, in your journey, you should expect (and desire) losses as they’ll help you to readily isolate holes in your game.
p.p.s. try to look into playing with a direct connection as no one will want to put a lot of time into a session that’s running on a 1-bar connection.